'I do not think has asked too much of life, in reality very little, expecting more and that something else has failed and will not (I fear) . Frankly I'd be happy with what I have, and that is precisely what I want but I can not, I always want something different from what I have and when I get that something else (when I do) it seems that is not as good as I thought or seemed to, and when I look the other way (to try to forget that I have and that no is what I wanted) and discover that no, I was wrong, what exactly is there, my goal, my goal, my ambitions are there, and begin the fight again to try to get that other 'candy' I've seen, and again filled my life with an illusion, a new goal to achieve. But the magic always goes away when I get it, where you do not get it, that's the reason for my discomfort, my 'disgrace', he does not get it, because that justify my dissatisfaction my unwillingness to live, my utter indifference to events. Knowing this and do not know what to do to fix it is hopeless. "
Emile Cioran
bitterness Syllogisms
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